Tuesday, May 03, 2005
When I read her blog earlier, this inexplicable feeling gushed through me again.
I have to fight it.
I don't understand people.
Neither do people understand me.
Kind of like mulling through life without much aim.
Want to get started on stuff but I don't have the determination to do so...
Anyway, I'm glad that I've made a choice.
A choice that I hope will last.... :)
Sitting here in the art room with Huimin...
Using the new iMac computer in here...
Haha. Using oonie's workstation.
Have to inform her later... Grins.
In any case I ate Crystal Jade yesterday....
So satiated... :)
Tomorrow going out with Joel again.. So glad... Haha.
Sometimes he drives me nuts with his nonsense but I find it adorable.... at times....
:)
Lalalala.
I think JEROME IS NUTS. I meant the art guy. He sang in this shrilllllll voice. Sounds like a quack.
HEH.
I miss Sally. And I'm glad for her and the whole of CO. They got GOLD for syf... :D
Ladidum.
Where's Ivy??
WOOO HoOO.
Random shit.
:D
I love you.
I missed you at 11:13 PM
Friday, April 15, 2005
I'm rather glad that I can treat ----- with the past normality. Been fighting back my emotions and all to regain that normality. Call it suppression if you must. But I suppose there's no other way out?
Mmmmmm. WHEEE... I miss you man. Haha...
Ladidum. Still counting down.
I am eating chocolates now.
Am I stressed??
LOL. I think I am.
Lalala.
I missed you at 10:32 PM
Saturday, April 09, 2005
Actually I've no idea why I want a private blog for.
Haha. Maybe then I'd be able to talk about my innermost thoughts? Shrugs. Conflicts within me.
School been a pile of shit lately. Keep getting the teachers hot on our heels and all. :(
Just went to the crematorium earlier to pay respects to my grandpa.. I miss him loads. Once in a long while I'd recall the odd dream I had of him though I don't think the dream made much sense... Grandma seems so frail now.. Sigh.
Read an article about the ACJC rugger who is now paralysed from his waist down due to an accident... It's tragic as he has such a bright future ahead of him. Nonetheless, will keep him in my prayers. :)
Joel is in Taiwan now having NS training. BLEAHS. Oh well. I think I do miss him. But then again. It's too early to talk about relationships and all. Don't wanna head into another one rashly and getting out of it just as fast. As much as I'm scared of getting hurt, I don't want to hurt someone else either...
Bloody hell my cough is back... Doc says that my incessant coughing has caused the joints in my ribcages to be inflamed... Hence the pain and all. :( But I'm already better. So yeah.
Actually I'm quite in conflict between Ms Ling and Vee... It's like.. Ivy's not too happy with Ms Ling and vice versa.. Thing is, I understand Ms Ling's reasons for having done all that and so.. But when I try to explain to Ivy... She just remains resolute in her stand. BAHS. I shall not care too much. Will still nag her about her work though. :P
I feel the heat about the impending prelims and A levels.. Really stressed over them.. But I guess I've gotta learn to deal with it positively.. SO yes... I'd mug and muggggg........ HAHA.
I guess it's finally over.... It has been dragging on for quite a couple of months. :S
I missed you at 10:57 PM
Sunday, March 27, 2005
BOO
I missed you at 3:33 AM